She demanded I trust her completely which I learned to do. Then while I was following some orders, she accused me of not following them. I tried to explain, but she ended the call. I decided to ignore her. I can control my orgasms on my own. I’ve been able to abstain for long periods. she later sent an email, admitting her mistake, but rebuked me for calling her out on it. She wrote that I shouldn’t respond. So, I wont respond. She denied my orgasms and I was a willing sub. She demanded phone sex to help her have orgasms and I complied. My reward a non-sexual self massage which I was grateful for. But now I will ignore her. I will continue with my lingerie fetish in private and panties when I go out. I get plenty of satisfaction that way and I will abstain from orgasms for as long as I wish. I am a male heterosexual. If any male has a lingerie fetish or a woman with comments or suggestions and would like to correspond about my fetish or my D/s which I’m ending I am open.
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