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I am 30, I am bi, but further on straight scale. I cant catch feelings for a man. Only women. I am not in any relationships as  of now and havent been in any for 5 years. I havent had sex with anyone in that long either. Over the years I have discovered that I have a submissive side to the way I love and share a lot of intimacy with women I’m in a relationship, by focusing on their needs and making sacrifices to be what they want me to be! I had one serious Mistress in my life before and it was a woman I met online at 16 that introduced me to the lifestyle. She never wanted money from me, she only wanted my obedience and loyalty. Which for a teenage boy that has only kissed a girl, and that was right after she made out with another guy in front of me when she knew I had a crush on her. So I was eager for her attention! I soon found out what it’s like to have to follow under the rules of her matriarchy, and be disciplined for learning purposes when I fell short. I learned the etiquette of the lifestyle and how to properly address a woman or your stature Mistress.I learned to stop stroking myself, and asking for permission to touch my body. Was trained to cum quickly and with only two fingers from being edged so much for the first 6 months of our relationship. I developed a kink for tease and denial, JOI, SPH, bondage, ball busting and the beating of my still developing testies if I ever needed to be have a new paradigm about how I felt about certain parts of my sexuality that my Mistress wanted redirected and redefined by what she needs from a sub. My limits are scat, blood, and pet play that I am aware of. Other than that I like to be pushed to see what they are.  Right now I just own some spandex booty shorts and sports bras in case i am supposed to wear them to work and a couple panties. I have two dildos 10.5 & 7.5, a chastity cage and a vibrator. I’m from West Valley City Utah.

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